hey guys it's been a while. I passed that f.. exam and now im a MA student. im in Karaj . dorm life sucks. bet ill face many hardships here . haven't eaten an eatable dish for two weeks. mmmm i gotta go now ill tell u more about my new life later .
bye for now 
Being really busy with my project,exams and marks I couldnt update my blog.I finally got BA.The next 8 months I'll be studying for MA entrance exam.I have to pass a difficult exam and probably some interviews to continue my education.I hate thinking about my future cause nothing is clear to me.I need to change my lifestyle. I need to change. time is going by very quickly and Im doing nothing except sudying for a stupid exam which im not sure of passing .I know I can do it. I believe in myself but people keep telling me "its difficult","you are crazy","you are overconfident","dont waste your time"," get a job"...........I wanna challenge them all and do my best.you think I can make it? I dont wanna regret for not taking advantage of this opportuniny. I dont give up without giving it a try. I need to be strong.I think its good to have fun at weekends beside my study hehehehe .Oh I changed my glasses .I see everything clear now except my future.Ah... I think about it alot .Dont you think I need a therapy? 
29 March, 2006.I woke up at 3 pm cause I went to sleep at 6 am .I did a lot yesterday: shopping, printing Ibsen’s a doll’s house , visiting Shahin (a friend of mine),buying Adineh a book, cards ,………..when I came home Hoda and her husband were about to go . I didn’t like Hoda’s new hair color but when I opened my mouth words like “WOW”,“I like your hair” …came out .
Guess I’m not honest enough .Maybe I couldn’t tell the truth because of the presence of her husband .You cant tell a woman “your hair color is like a sick dog’s….”, can you? Anyway , I’m not the one who should see that hair color everyday. what really bothers me is me not telling the truth .I’m not a liar but I really want to tell others how I really think and feel about things no matter it hurts them or not .
mind spew...punching bags...
Trial by Vile
